Friday, July 18, 2008
the beat moved and grooved; feel the beat .// [x 9:32 PM x]
Omg....itz seriously been a freaking long2 time since i last logged in n blogged...well, i've been extremely busy of late and not surprisingly, all thanks to my NSF life....haiz...I actually miss my normal life and not a single day has passed by without me yearning for some relieve from regimental duties and etc...sobs :'(Well, as i found out the hard way....i actually got the most screwed up posting compared to my BMT mates....whilst they are enjoying their slack life at their respective camps, there i am day-in day-out in front of the computer learning about networking & military security protocols...haiz...It has definitely taken its toll on me for i feel so down n helpless most of the times coz i'm simply not IT equipped enough to handle such a heavy responsibility that has been simply thrown onto me...my vocation has set out as in the simplest of mistakes by me would just land me in hot soup with my commanders and "DB" is a definite possibility...There ain't anything more that can be done and i am trying to push myself through this tumultous phase of my life with intense insecurity....and yeah, i seriously hope to find some time for myself and get back in touch with my beloved frenz......i think i'm moving but i'm going nowhere...