I Will Not Lose What I Had As A Boy !!

FEEL THE BEATS

listening, heard .

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Everything's so blurry
and everyone's so fake
and everybody's empty
and everything is so messed up

Everyone is changing
there's noone left that's real
to make up your own ending
and let me know just how you feel

SIMPLY ME

Kesavan [aka. SeVaN, K7]
15/06/1987
Ex-S'pore Poly Student; Diploma in Mechanical Eng
EL-KRADOS F.C, Wing/Forward(R/L)
Full-Time NSF (Signals)...Stagmont Camp (SI)
Ex-Waiter-On-Wheels
Diagnosed with Music Obsession; [coz i'm born to be unlivable w/o my mp3]

FAVS
- Shivanand [the best buddy one can ask for]
- JorGe LorEnzO(48) [idolize to be him one day]
- Soccer [simple joy it brings during kickabouts with my mates]
- Manchester United FC [the shear beauty of free-flowing football]
- Bikes [thrills & spills of riding curbs my enthusiasm]
- No.17, 48
- BMTC-2 : Raven Coy[Platoon 2]
- Signal Institute : Info Sys 01/08
- Signal Institute : AVA Dept. [TFS Branch]

RYTHM

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Andrew
Arfandi
Azie
Bryner
Dinie
Fadhli
Farhan
Firdaus
Hanaffi
Li Heng
Marfuah
Sazali
Syazwan
Vithiya
Wana
Wani
Yuen Siang

El-Krados F.C.
Man Utd
Jorge Lorenzo

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Friday, July 18, 2008
the beat moved and grooved; feel the beat .// [x 9:32 PM x]

Omg....itz seriously been a freaking long2 time since i last logged in n blogged...well, i've been extremely busy of late and not surprisingly, all thanks to my NSF life....haiz...

I actually miss my normal life and not a single day has passed by without me yearning for some relieve from regimental duties and etc...sobs :'(

Well, as i found out the hard way....i actually got the most screwed up posting compared to my BMT mates....whilst they are enjoying their slack life at their respective camps, there i am day-in day-out in front of the computer learning about networking & military security protocols...haiz...

It has definitely taken its toll on me for i feel so down n helpless most of the times coz i'm simply not IT equipped enough to handle such a heavy responsibility that has been simply thrown onto me...my vocation has set out as in the simplest of mistakes by me would just land me in hot soup with my commanders and "DB" is a definite possibility...

There ain't anything more that can be done and i am trying to push myself through this tumultous phase of my life with intense insecurity....and yeah, i seriously hope to find some time for myself and get back in touch with my beloved frenz...

...i think i'm moving but i'm going nowhere...