I Will Not Lose What I Had As A Boy !!

FEEL THE BEATS

listening, heard .

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Everything's so blurry
and everyone's so fake
and everybody's empty
and everything is so messed up

Everyone is changing
there's noone left that's real
to make up your own ending
and let me know just how you feel

SIMPLY ME

Kesavan [aka. SeVaN, K7]
15/06/1987
Ex-S'pore Poly Student; Diploma in Mechanical Eng
EL-KRADOS F.C, Wing/Forward(R/L)
Full-Time NSF (Signals)...Stagmont Camp (SI)
Ex-Waiter-On-Wheels
Diagnosed with Music Obsession; [coz i'm born to be unlivable w/o my mp3]

FAVS
- Shivanand [the best buddy one can ask for]
- JorGe LorEnzO(48) [idolize to be him one day]
- Soccer [simple joy it brings during kickabouts with my mates]
- Manchester United FC [the shear beauty of free-flowing football]
- Bikes [thrills & spills of riding curbs my enthusiasm]
- No.17, 48
- BMTC-2 : Raven Coy[Platoon 2]
- Signal Institute : Info Sys 01/08
- Signal Institute : AVA Dept. [TFS Branch]

RYTHM

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Li Heng
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Sazali
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Vithiya
Wana
Wani
Yuen Siang

El-Krados F.C.
Man Utd
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Wednesday, September 17, 2008
the beat moved and grooved; feel the beat .// [x 8:21 AM x]

I guess i simply had to learn it the hard way though....

I sure am regretting for not letting go of my emotions when needed be....

Now i am slowly but surely suffocating in silence with despair....

Feeling so dejected and aimless now that the light which was illuminating my path all these years has dimmed out within a blink of an eye....

How i wish that there is a kind soul out there to embrace and enlighten me.... :'(

Simply to say, just to share a slice of my life !!!


...i think i'm moving but i'm going nowhere...

Tuesday, September 16, 2008
the beat moved and grooved; feel the beat .// [x 9:35 AM x]

What a day it was yesterday...it turned out to be one of the saddest day in my entire life coz i had to bid farewell to my bEstEst2 buddy (sobzz !!) who flew off to UK to further his studies....well all i could do now is just wish him all the best...

However, it certainly seems to have taken its toll on me though...I'm still unable to come into grips with the fact that i won't be able to spend time nor see my best friend for a considerable period...haiz...I simply seem to be stuck in an arduous and complicated situation where i have no one to turn to or simply share my views with when i'm in a predicament :(

Anyways, i was glad that i was able to at least send him off at the airport and boy must i say that he sure does have a brave front....Even when his family members broke down, he still managed to keep smiling and even crack jokes at times...he sure is one of a kind and yeah i must really thank pe'ah for tagging along with me...it was her presence that actually made me control my emotions and i must say that i felt disappointed with myself that i was unable to do the same for her when she shed some tears...well, i tried my best to cheer her up by bringing her for supper and an all expenses paid tour around the NUS campus..hope it worked though...

Well, just wanna wish my buddy to have a safe and enjoyable trip and all the best for your studies bro....take care manz and hope to hear from you soon !!!

...i think i'm moving but i'm going nowhere...