I Will Not Lose What I Had As A Boy !!

FEEL THE BEATS

listening, heard .

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since 07-10-07

Everything's so blurry
and everyone's so fake
and everybody's empty
and everything is so messed up

Everyone is changing
there's noone left that's real
to make up your own ending
and let me know just how you feel

SIMPLY ME

Kesavan [aka. SeVaN, K7]
15/06/1987
Ex-S'pore Poly Student; Diploma in Mechanical Eng
EL-KRADOS F.C, Wing/Forward(R/L)
Full-Time NSF (Signals)...Stagmont Camp (SI)
Ex-Waiter-On-Wheels
Diagnosed with Music Obsession; [coz i'm born to be unlivable w/o my mp3]

FAVS
- Shivanand [the best buddy one can ask for]
- JorGe LorEnzO(48) [idolize to be him one day]
- Soccer [simple joy it brings during kickabouts with my mates]
- Manchester United FC [the shear beauty of free-flowing football]
- Bikes [thrills & spills of riding curbs my enthusiasm]
- No.17, 48
- BMTC-2 : Raven Coy[Platoon 2]
- Signal Institute : Info Sys 01/08
- Signal Institute : AVA Dept. [TFS Branch]

RYTHM

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~FrIeNdS~
Andrew
Arfandi
Azie
Bryner
Dinie
Fadhli
Farhan
Firdaus
Hanaffi
Li Heng
Marfuah
Sazali
Syazwan
Vithiya
Wana
Wani
Yuen Siang

El-Krados F.C.
Man Utd
Jorge Lorenzo

YESTERDAYS

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Thursday, December 31, 2009
the beat moved and grooved; feel the beat .// [x 9:44 PM x]

Can we fast-forward to go down on me ?
Stop there and let me correct it

I wanna live a life from a new perspective
You come along becoz i love ur face
And i'll admire ur expensive taste
And who cares divine intervention
I wanna be praised from a new perspective
But leaving now would be a good idea
So catch me up on getting out of here



...i think i'm moving but i'm going nowhere...

Friday, November 13, 2009
the beat moved and grooved; feel the beat .// [x 7:05 PM x]

people are simply unbelievable, no matter how hard u try to understand them, they simply make it look so3 impossible !!! The end result always seems the same even though u tried changing urself !!!

...i think i'm moving but i'm going nowhere...

Tuesday, November 10, 2009
the beat moved and grooved; feel the beat .// [x 6:51 PM x]

Good things and happiness simply doesn't go well with me it seems....well, at least they last for a while though....but i never seem to know the answer as to IF there would be a chance for it to be permanent....if there's one thing i've found outfor the last few years, it seems that alot and i mean ALOT has changed since that devastating life-altering incident....as people would and have been saying, i've got nobody but myself to blame....hmm, but i beg to differ.....but it seems quite obvious that even though i've tried, i've been unable to grasp back that confidence-oozing ME back and yeah, i have struggled to cope with inferiority all the time......haiz, guess thats whats gonna kill me pretty soon :(
How i wish i had a helping hand...haha, maybe yet another imagination....



...i think i'm moving but i'm going nowhere...

Thursday, October 15, 2009
the beat moved and grooved; feel the beat .// [x 12:15 AM x]

i keep trying, but;
the words end up voiceless;
and my face puts on a fake smile;

such a pity to wear a mask;
in the end, just clinging onto the hope of a turn of events;




...i think i'm moving but i'm going nowhere...

Monday, August 17, 2009
the beat moved and grooved; feel the beat .// [x 5:50 PM x]

A SPECIAL DEDICATION:
I totally forgot that my blog still existed till a kind soul dropped a message in my ears reminding me to update my rather dusty blog page.....and there I was sitting and actually considering to re-attempt at blogging....but guess what !!!

That very same kind soul had actually closed down her own blog for undisclosed reasons....haiz, what an irony !!! Guess i'm just gonna continue to allow the cobwebs to settle down yet again on my blog....adioz

(ps: thz eh kind soul ;p)

...i think i'm moving but i'm going nowhere...

Thursday, May 14, 2009
the beat moved and grooved; feel the beat .// [x 4:41 PM x]

It is rather surprising to find out that a person can completely change into someone new in a matter of a single week....the worst part is that you never know what caused such a drastic change....haiz....the pinch felt is so painful because the person you became so fond of is nowhere to be found and you find yourself in a free-fall with no one to turn to !!!


...i think i'm moving but i'm going nowhere...

Wednesday, May 13, 2009
the beat moved and grooved; feel the beat .// [x 10:30 PM x]



All i wanted and needed was to see your warm smile so that i can take my mind off my recent problems....but boy did you surprise me.....that was the most painful cold-shoulder i've ever received....a firm reality check perhaps !!!
(ps: take care always !)


...i think i'm moving but i'm going nowhere...